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There was a time when it really mattered

There was a time when I was madly in love with you. Now even if you come to me as LOVE it wouldn't matter!! There was a time when I really cared for you, Now even if you destroy yourself for me I wouldn't matter!!! There was a time where I used to write 1000's of Message to you, and I didn't have nothing to do but to see your last seen on what's app and other platforms!! You should know this that its been years that I have visited your profile!! You can be online 24/7 cause now I wouldn't care!! There was a time when getting separated from you used to give me nightmares, I used to be very scared that what if you leave me or cheat on me!! However I have been humiliated so many time because of this thoughts and ur threatening of leaving me that now even when you are gone it doesn't matter!!! There was a time when I never thought of living without you, I was scared of being alone, being uneasy and depressed however now it doesn't matter even if

The Emotion which cannot be Defined in a word

Although my heart is in pain, but I have attitude in my breath…. There are a few things that may seem useless to you but it’s IMPORTANT that you KNOW!  Today you didn’t ask me how I am. However, I am doing FINE! Although I am wearing a fake smile, everything is real… You didn’t check if I had my food or not, still I ate my food on time, it wasn’t your call because of which I got up, it was my Mom who woke me up. I really want to thank you ‘cuz today I am again my MOM’s Prince, I am away from all this Babu, Jaanu, Shona, there are few things which are useless to you however its IMPORTANT that you should KNOW! After a long time, I have put my own DP on WhatsApp, you can’t even Imagine how peacefully I slept after deleting all your memories and photos from my life… It doesn’t really matter to me even if you are online on what’s App 24/7 cause today ur presence or absence doesn’t bother me at all!!!!!!! Enough of being kind and nice however I am h