Was that Love ???????


The day when I first saw you, I felt like everything has stopped, the Air, People around me and my Life!!!!
I was as usual chitchatting with other people standing on the opposite direction from where I was able to see everyone so that I can have your view and my focus should be only you.

People around me where talking something however I was not able to hear anything apart from your heartbeat, yeah it was the only thing I was able to hear.

Was that Love???????

Maybe I am not good at expressing love, maybe I was yelling when I told you that I love you, however I wish you could have understood or could see my love for you in my eyes!
I always want to tell you so many things, there were many thins in my Heart which was there on the tip of my tongue and before it could get converted into words it used to get fade, because I was scared to loos you!
Was that Love???????

And we finally met, we started talking we became friends and we started meeting more often, I remember we spoke about relationship and Like a mad I was thinking in my head that I will always Love you till the eternity!

Was that Love???????

From that day, I used to wake up only to meet you and the day I was not able to see you I used to be very upset as I used to miss listening your laughs, your smile and your presence. I know you never realized this however you became a part of my life, we both started smiling together the only difference was that you used to smile because of happiness and I used to smile seeing you smiling 😊

Was that Love???????

My eyes also got used to it seeing you on a daily basis, I again started writing as I wanted to tell you how much I love you. I wanted to write for you and only for you so that whoever reads about you they will fall in love with you and if fire looks at you he would by himself starts burning without any spark.

Was that Love???????

I used to wait for your message and for hrs and hrs you used to chat with someone else, I used to long for you day and nights and you used to spend your nights with someone else! You used to kiss someone’s lips and I used to feel the tickle on my lips, you used to hug someone else and my heat beat used to increase only and only thinking about you!

Was that Love???????

I don’t know what it was weather it was love or something else however it was with you and not with anyone else….

You once told me that you don’t know what you will do in life may be just drink and spoil your life, as there is nothing as Love and all and you don know what is there in my heart, and after a week you were with your someone special again building your Taj Mahal of Love.

Sala I always thought that life has a rule which is give and take, which means you will get love against love, however when it was my turn bloody life changed it rules.

So, from today I will also change, I will also change, and my attitude of life and others will also change.

I will connect with everyone however won’t be connecting with anyone.
I am sure whoever will read this will definitely start thinking about the person they love or loved and in return they only got NOTHING!

Because even they know what even though it was one sided but still it was Love!!!!!!!

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