She said I am not confused, not at all but the confusion continues for me :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

-

Do you love me?

I asked this and she replied “No I love Someone else”

The confusion continues…….

A different person, when I see her and when I think about her..
A different person when I thought She loves me and when I loved her

There was different color hidden in her face
She was a different person when she is quite and different when a chatter box

I saw her changing behavior while walking paths together
She was calm like lake, but when I started knowing her, she was deep like an ocean full of secrets.

You will never be able to recognize her
Unknowingly she is different but when you know her, she is different

Seriously, I’m confused she I let her go or hold her tight
She is different if I let her go and she will be different if I hold her tight

At times, she is an enemy, she is a secret holder and she is a stranger
I love writing about her however whenever I pen down my feelings, she is way different in my thoughts than reality……

                                   
The fight between your memories and your absence continues….
Location: India

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Today I want to write about you !!!!!!!

-
It’s about a promise which I want from you, a promise to love me, a promise to be with me, a promise to live rest of your life with me, a promise never to live me ALONE! If you promise to stay with me then I will always write for you and about you! I will not write about your eyes where I feel to get drown in! I will not write about your hair where I want to get tangled in! I will not write about your lips which I want to kiss whole night! Because I don’t write about those things which fades away! If I will write: I will write about your madness, I will write about the way you walk, the way you talk and they way you express your feelings! I will write about the feeling of uneasiness when you are not able to breath and that’s what I feel when I think this life without you! I feel my each and every word and my story is empty without you! A dream which had kept me awake because now I don’t find you next to me when I am on bed! I will write that you are th
Read more

Time to Say Goodbye - As I deserve the WORST :)

-
Yes, it's time to say goodbye. Goodbye to my happiness, Goodbye to all the fairy world I have been living with you. It's not that I want to stay away from you, it's cause you want to stay away from me. and I see you are too happy with your own life. More of the positivity on your life which is good. I don't want your happiness and you can keep your "happy for you" wala thing with yourself. I have seen enough in last one week. Thank you for what you served me :D.  I have lived this kind of life before where I was compromising on my dignity for the person I used to love, I have done before also and now I cannot do the same thing. Never thought how and why things have changed, people said that I have never considered you as a Friend, Of course not!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!! Thank you for what happened on 19th April :D. Yeah I shouldn't have taken his name, however I never thought that you feel I deserve worst and I remember you said that you are
Read more