Love

She thinks I am Fraud , Yes I am... I am a fraud as I loved her unconditionally, I am a Fraud cause I wanted to be with her for lifelong, I am a Fraud cause I never replaced you with anyone when I became useless to you, I am Fraud cause I am still thinking about you all the time, I am fraud cause I never thought of hurting you with my words or by any actions, I am Fraud as I always thought for your best and never thought of worst, even when every time and every single time you have just blocked me, removed me or kicked me when I was not needed. They say that for everyone in this world… God has made someone or the other, for each one You meeting me is a sign believe me…I always thought that I am made for someone like you…Some contact is there with you My life was engulfed in darkness…. Until U came with a ray of hope…giving a meaning to my otherwise futile life… I was just like a lost ship…. And I wonder how U brought me to the SHORE… am deadly sure we have a conne...

There are definitely many different phases of Love and this time I am not writing any sad break up saga or anything related #couplegoals, however I am sure whoever will read this will relate it to my previous posts. So, now I don’t want to talk to her, however I want to talk about only her. Dear life I have given my days to you however night is still all her. If I really get a free wish from god, then I really want to wish for her, As I am not sure why, but I only want to tolerate all the nonsense of her for her. She likes talking and I can call her a chatterbox , and in between she will go silent, She always wants to take control; she always wants to say the first thing and I know she likes it Her eyes are like an open bar, I just want to be a security guard of them, I just want you to put a bit of Collyrium, it’s not that I want to force her to apply Collyrium however I know she likes it The picture of hers where she has put one sided long scarf (Duppata), I...

Yes, it's time to say goodbye. Goodbye to my happiness, Goodbye to all the fairy world I have been living with you. It's not that I want to stay away from you, it's cause you want to stay away from me. and I see you are too happy with your own life. More of the positivity on your life which is good. I don't want your happiness and you can keep your "happy for you" wala thing with yourself. I have seen enough in last one week. Thank you for what you served me :D.  I have lived this kind of life before where I was compromising on my dignity for the person I used to love, I have done before also and now I cannot do the same thing. Never thought how and why things have changed, people said that I have never considered you as a Friend, Of course not!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!! Thank you for what happened on 19th April :D. Yeah I shouldn't have taken his name, however I never thought that you feel I deserve worst and I remember you said that you are ...

The first time I saw you, I knew that some new काण्ड is going to take place in Life! I remember that night where it was raining, and I was trying to search that Bar to meet you! The first thing when I got down from the bus, my first thought was “Shit I am late”. Eventually I reached the place and I saw you sitting on the table and shouting my name loudly 😊 And And then, it was like a small child waking from sleep because of fear, Like I was being pushed from a tall building, my feeling was somehow like that! People talking nearby, dancing, Loud music and you in front of me! I remember there a Glass door and you were on one side and the other side was me, looking at you the way you were smiling waving at me however the point was you were not you, I wish that your presence was really like your presence for me. And today I can see that you have changed!!!!!!! The reality is in all the time I have spent with you I had always put all my sadness, tension a...