Love

The fight between your memories and your absence continues…. It’s a Humble request please don’t come back! Cause now I have forgot you and deleted your memories!! Today I have pen, I have paper and I have the most powerful thing which is words, please don’t light up the fire inside me again… Because now I have forgotten you, and you should not come back in my life, please don’t come back in my life! YES! I still remember the time when we were together, our hands full of happiness, the feeling full of happiness and cuteness, But now things are not the same as we are not holding each other’s hand, never think I am weak and drag things further, never show be the side of that awesome girl. Don’t let my heart beat go up at 200 beats per minute… Because now I have forgotten you, and you should not come back in my life, please don’t come back in my life! Now that you are already in love with someone, you have seen the share the same dreams with someone else, I am not sure if...

I just want to go back and really want a peaceful life… I am not angry with anyone, because now I need freedom.. Freedom from everything, maybe freedom from your thoughts, freedom from your memories, freedom from sadness, freedom from this life… I want to know that what will you gain by knowing how much I am hurt.. do you want to know what percentage of hurt you have given me.. I don’t even remember who has contributed how much in this pain, neither they will remember how much pain they gave me or wanted to give me… So, what will you get by knowing how much hurt I am? Now I am not scared of the dark nights, because I sleep in the arms of lonely nights… Now I fear the daylight, as the light shows me the reality… and Now I don’t want to see anything … I Just want a peaceful life… I know you might me thinking that what is the pain in your life.. but I don’t want to listen to these questions, I don’t want to answer these questions.. Because I cannot ex...

IF you love someone then definitely one day you will know…. If you madly love someone then definitely you will know.. I am sure you would have loved someone, or you love someone, but if you really love someone madly and then you will definitely know the meaning of love…. I know you don’t remember anything, however I always wanted to ask you this… Do you remember the first time you hugged me, and you asked me to hold tight? Do you remember when you were holding my hand and you wanted me to hold it properly? I know you don’t remember anything however I do!!!!!!! BTW now you don’t show up in my search history of Instagram and Facebook, maybe you must me holding his hand and would hug him the same way you hugged me, however, does his also heart sinks looking at your smile, does he notice a small-small thing which you, then you will know the meaning of love… Has he ever noticed the birth mark on your Right hand, and does he call that mark as his now? Does he no...

There was a time when I was madly in love with you. Now even if you come to me as LOVE it wouldn't matter!! There was a time when I really cared for you, Now even if you destroy yourself for me I wouldn't matter!!! There was a time where I used to write 1000's of Message to you, and I didn't have nothing to do but to see your last seen on what's app and other platforms!! You should know this that its been years that I have visited your profile!! You can be online 24/7 cause now I wouldn't care!! There was a time when getting separated from you used to give me nightmares, I used to be very scared that what if you leave me or cheat on me!! However I have been humiliated so many time because of this thoughts and ur threatening of leaving me that now even when you are gone it doesn't matter!!! There was a time when I never thought of living without you, I was scared of being alone, being uneasy and depressed however now it doesn't matter even if ...

Although my heart is in pain, but I have attitude in my breath…. There are a few things that may seem useless to you but it’s IMPORTANT that you KNOW!  Today you didn’t ask me how I am. However, I am doing FINE! Although I am wearing a fake smile, everything is real… You didn’t check if I had my food or not, still I ate my food on time, it wasn’t your call because of which I got up, it was my Mom who woke me up. I really want to thank you ‘cuz today I am again my MOM’s Prince, I am away from all this Babu, Jaanu, Shona, there are few things which are useless to you however its IMPORTANT that you should KNOW! After a long time, I have put my own DP on WhatsApp, you can’t even Imagine how peacefully I slept after deleting all your memories and photos from my life… It doesn’t really matter to me even if you are online on what’s App 24/7 cause today ur presence or absence doesn’t bother me at all!!!!!!! Enough of being kind and nice however I ...