Love

Story about Love:               One day I saw myself in mirror lonely, upset and dying yet always smiling! People says I was Withered the wounds are far deeper than it seems. If you notice them well then, I am become Sufi now, spreading my fragrance across the world. People say that it smells weird from your wounds however I still spread fragrance in spite being getting so many wounds! As Now I am used to it! I have accepted it that it’s ok to get hurt again and again as at least it gives someone happiness who betrays me and the one who gets betrayed learns a lesson. Let’s Imagine how many times and how many ways I am being killed and just imagine in spite of all the betrayal I still live with a HOPE, hope that one day there will be a light, One day I will not be used, one day I will meet someone who will be truthful to me and someday no one will play with me. I don’t know how much pain I have been ...

Ever wonder what happens to falling star after it has been wished upon by 100's of people. It falls and stays alone thinking, if someone was selfless enough to wish for him to be back in the Sky! People love the shoes I wear, but stay oblivious to the stitches I has, You see my shoes are just like me careless, going the distance and torn apart but yet together because giving up is never an option! I am my own worn out shoes  My mother has spent all her life keeping others before herself, Finding the good even in the people she hates! She loves without expectations but has always meet more disappointments than reciprocation! I am my mother's son!  Mumbai local trains carry more weight than they should, still halting on every station for the employees who are running behind schedule for the lover who cannot be late for his 2nd date and the girl who cannot miss the last local, all piling up with an unsaid need on it! I'm a local train Mirrors show you a refl...

Dear Love, It's been a long time we haven't meet. What I mean is I haven't written about you.  I don't know if this is Right or Wrong? May be according to you it is Wrong so here are my thoughts for you !!!!!!! Some thoughts on the things you told me in terms of what is wrong and what is right! Who decides what is wrong and what is right? For some the color of my attire or shirt would be right, for some my dressing sense will be wrong. For someone my skin will be dark, for some my character, Stained! What is in between 'Right' and 'Wrong'? That's neither right, and wrong and if it's not right then why is it so? and if it's wrong, then why does it feel so right? If still loving you is wrong then why does it feel so right to me, and why does it feel wrong to you. Whatever was there between us why is that you feel wrong now and never thought it was wrong at that time? As for me it was purely Love and I still love you, even t...

It’s easy to die in one go but to die everyday and every moment or slow death is really difficult! However when she leaves you then you start dying everyday-every moment of your life and love teaches you to the path of slow death – Thank you !!!!!!! I was good before you came in my life, I know it was your first mistake of kissing me and wanting me to be near you, as that’s what made me to fall in love with you! I never loved you cause you kissed me and hugged me on that night, however I felt in love with you a girl who was really beautiful on that night, a girl whose Smile is still in front of my eyes, a girl who was so happy to see me at the Bar. I was still ok whenever I used to cry and now look at me, how I am experiencing the slow death from the time you have left me! I feel there is no existence of me, Dude in what language do I explain to you my condition from the time you have left me! I just feel unconscious from inside and I am not sure what I am doing in life, I ...

Dear Love, This is for you !!!!!!!  https://quickmessage.us/image.php?id=EVTDST.jpg Life: The way pages of my life left kept filling, there was happiness in few moments and few moments made me Cry!!!!!!! The time spent with you made me fall in love with you, however didn't realise at the same duration time was also conspiring behind my back and planing worst for me and make sure I am dead from Inside....... Few people got into my heart and settled in my life like a fragrance of Perfume, Few just slipping away from heart!!!!!!! i just cannot explain the unfaithfulness, the one whom I always believed were mine and were closest to me, made sure that I am getting the worst treatment and never respected you like you did....... I remember the fight or the anger for the usage of the word which was just a figure of speech and the way she got furious and today she cannot stop laughing when she is addressed with the same word in front of everyone, "Is that what you always ex...

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How scenarios changes and People change!   The believer of Love and admirer of Love Has finally Learnt and started to Hate someone! For me she was my love and She will be my Love, however not sure when she became someone else’s love and someone else came so close to them!   I wasn’t aware of this fact that she will soon become Unknown to ME The number of pictures I had of her in my phone, will get collapsed in one folder as Memories! I wasn’t aware that she will break this relation so brutally, The first person to respond my message has become unresponsive even after reading my msgs.   I kept waiting for her response for day in and day out, and she learnt to respond someone else on priority. She learned to talk to someone else, she learned to share the same laugh which once she used to share with me……. For me she was my love and She will be my Love, however not sure when she became someone else’s love and someone else came so close t...

My Heart:  How are you, it's been a long time you haven't spoken to yourself? If you are going to say I am doing good then please don't try. Are you a bit loyal to yourself or you don't have loyalty with yourself as well? I am doing good!! Why are you living this lie as though it is the truth? Me:  (Pretending to smile Replies to heart) No-No, It's not like that  My Heart:  Actually, I know you are angry, you are angry with others, Angry on Her or him, for doing things and for not doing things. and these him or her have multiple name. Out of which one of them is Her. Correct? And you Love her the most, correct? Me:  I am trying to find mistakes I have made in my relationship, when I look back I see she also always tried to find reasons to get rid of me. What is it that someone should do if they get punished for a mistake which they didn't even do? I don't want any sympathy, I am not able to Cry, and Madness for her is still the sa...

If a person who loves someone without any reason and is constantly being wronged, and one day all of Sudden, if he says something or does something the same way he was wronged, Is he still a Good Person or is there now a bit bad in him? I have been wondering the same thing and I am not getting any answer as that night changed everything for me, someone whom I thought was the closest, told me that I am not even worth to be called as Friend and her other Friends are Far more better than "ME". Of Course they will be as they are your Friends and they never loved you the way I love you. The Story goes back to before I even thought of Loving her, I was living a very normal life and I had no Intentions to fall in love with anyone as I know there is No love written in my life. I still remember, when I broke up the last time my friends suggested me and said be careful here in this world of Love, care and Affection. They'd said that you are a foolish person and you easily fa...

I always thought Weird+weird= LOVE, however I was wrong. You know what, I was just looking at your pics and some stupid videos which I took and I really mean it that there is no one whom I have ever meet in my life, I thought I was in love with someone in past years however I realised that there's on one who can ever take your place NOW. The way you smile, the way you look ( not of course at me now a days) as you have a new Sweety. I always thought that you always knew that what I am thinking about (which was of course about you). The way you have hugged me when that's all what I needed. I want to cry and I want to die in your arms , I really never wanted much from you however just, LOVE. Never thought that this is what it will turn into, I didn't expect much from you. All I wanted it someone I could trust and I could call whenever I wanted and that also you took away from me :( I remember that you were the only one who told me no to trust that person who is very clo...

She thinks I am Fraud , Yes I am... I am a fraud as I loved her unconditionally, I am a Fraud cause I wanted to be with her for lifelong, I am a Fraud cause I never replaced you with anyone when I became useless to you, I am Fraud cause I am still thinking about you all the time, I am fraud cause I never thought of hurting you with my words or by any actions, I am Fraud as I always thought for your best and never thought of worst, even when every time and every single time you have just blocked me, removed me or kicked me when I was not needed. They say that for everyone in this world… God has made someone or the other, for each one You meeting me is a sign believe me…I always thought that I am made for someone like you…Some contact is there with you My life was engulfed in darkness…. Until U came with a ray of hope…giving a meaning to my otherwise futile life… I was just like a lost ship…. And I wonder how U brought me to the SHORE… am deadly sure we have a conne...

There are definitely many different phases of Love and this time I am not writing any sad break up saga or anything related #couplegoals, however I am sure whoever will read this will relate it to my previous posts. So, now I don’t want to talk to her, however I want to talk about only her. Dear life I have given my days to you however night is still all her. If I really get a free wish from god, then I really want to wish for her, As I am not sure why, but I only want to tolerate all the nonsense of her for her. She likes talking and I can call her a chatterbox , and in between she will go silent, She always wants to take control; she always wants to say the first thing and I know she likes it Her eyes are like an open bar, I just want to be a security guard of them, I just want you to put a bit of Collyrium, it’s not that I want to force her to apply Collyrium however I know she likes it The picture of hers where she has put one sided long scarf (Duppata), I...

Yes, it's time to say goodbye. Goodbye to my happiness, Goodbye to all the fairy world I have been living with you. It's not that I want to stay away from you, it's cause you want to stay away from me. and I see you are too happy with your own life. More of the positivity on your life which is good. I don't want your happiness and you can keep your "happy for you" wala thing with yourself. I have seen enough in last one week. Thank you for what you served me :D.  I have lived this kind of life before where I was compromising on my dignity for the person I used to love, I have done before also and now I cannot do the same thing. Never thought how and why things have changed, people said that I have never considered you as a Friend, Of course not!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!! Thank you for what happened on 19th April :D. Yeah I shouldn't have taken his name, however I never thought that you feel I deserve worst and I remember you said that you are ...

The first time I saw you, I knew that some new काण्ड is going to take place in Life! I remember that night where it was raining, and I was trying to search that Bar to meet you! The first thing when I got down from the bus, my first thought was “Shit I am late”. Eventually I reached the place and I saw you sitting on the table and shouting my name loudly 😊 And And then, it was like a small child waking from sleep because of fear, Like I was being pushed from a tall building, my feeling was somehow like that! People talking nearby, dancing, Loud music and you in front of me! I remember there a Glass door and you were on one side and the other side was me, looking at you the way you were smiling waving at me however the point was you were not you, I wish that your presence was really like your presence for me. And today I can see that you have changed!!!!!!! The reality is in all the time I have spent with you I had always put all my sadness, tension a...